More of Him and less of me
Ephesians 1:11-12 In Him also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will, 12 that we who first trusted in Christ should be to the praise of His glory.
Tomorrow I embark on a new tough journey; I am having major shoulder repair surgery for the third time; this time on my “good arm.” You may not know that the first two resulted in me having about 25% strength in my right arm. The second was a rare thing that happened according to the doc, but I knew it was God at work in my life taking my pride in one powerful blow. Now faced with the left too, I am faced with the reality of being physically handicapped in my abilities to do physical work that I earn a living and just function as a man. For a time of about 3-6 months, I will be handicapped. My good arm has picked up the slack, and now I am faced with not being able to work and provide income for two families. Satan is hammering me in my thought life filling me with doubt and fear of the unknown. He is also giving me worst case scenario’s and how my life changes as I go under the knife tomorrow. But, I rest in God’s Sovereign will for my life, and knowing that he has a purpose greater than mine in and through it.
My battle is no different from yours. You may be facing cancer, divorce, death, employment, or any life change that is a big life change. All these things are designed to draw you closer to God. Any single thing that you face has been filtered through God’s sovereign hands. He has either designed or allowed it. Remember Job from the Old Testament? No many people would dare say their life’s troubles compared to his. How did it begin? Read Job 1:7-12 and see how proud God was of Job to the point of letting Satan test him. Through all of Job’s trials he never cursed God and was blessed by God. His story has been used to bless countless souls until this very day. All that you face in life can be used to draw you closer to God; this results in Him using you to draw others to himself. 2nd Corinthians 1:3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.
My hope for all my life is for God to use my life to draw others to him. My hope is that you see me as one who has been forgiven of great immeasurable sins, and still the blood of Jesus has forgiven me and given me eternal life and hope for this life. These tough roads are the act of sanctification by God in my daily life; conforming me into the image of his Son. The more of him and the less of me the better we all are. Even if it means that He has to continue to take great blows to weaken the pride my testimony was rooted in. Ephesians 3:8 To me, who am less than the least of all the saints, this grace was given, that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of Christ.